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Serious question..

Why do guys seem to wanna fuck me but don’t seem to wanna make me their girlfriend?

Is there something wrong with single guys these days? Or in my effort to avoid a relationship (for now) have I been acting too much like a ho?

Dear Jet Lag

Please let me fall asleep again or I will start texting my ex out of boredom. 

Triple Win!

When in one weekend I managed to face my fear of the past and met up with the rebound guy from last year and refused kisses from the two Tinder dudes that I haven’t made up my mind about.

Well done for keeping it drama free girl ­čśë

So last year’s rebound guy is back in town

Not sure how I will feel about meeting him.

He was there for me when I went through the shittiest of the shit. But things also didn’t end so well between us.

And I’m just scared the meeting will only bring back some not so pleasant memories.

*Sigh… 

The song that represents how opening up feels like after closing yourself for a long while..

Say something loving
I just don’t remember the thrill of affection
I just don’t remember
Say something loving
I need a reminder, the feeling’s escaped me

Your touch stays on my skin
I feel it start sinking in
Here come my insecurities
I almost expect you to leave

I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know
I don’t know what this is, but it doesn’t feel wrong

La La Land

This nice bitter sweet movie reminds me how much I miss going on ┬ádates. Simple dates like dinner and the movies. The pre-excitement. The I don’t know what to wear moment. The┬áhand holding in the cinema. The kiss. Simple romance. I miss those moments.

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Ok, that was a little trip down memory lane..

When you bump into the sister of your ex from uhm… 9 years ago at a Bikram class.

Now I wonder how he is doing. Hmm… Namaste.