Dear ‘Safe Zone’ BFF..

I’m contemplating whether or not rubbing ourself against each other after jumping into the pool at 4am in our under wear is somewhat entering non safe zone territory already.

But then again, we were drunk. So whatevs.

Ok wow..

Depression or not, that rejection hit me pretty hard.

Girl, remember… It’s not you. He is just fucked up.

The key to it all

Anxiety?

Too much energy and can’t sleep?

Jet lag?

One solution: MASTURBATE!

The Truth

A friend: “So.. Is the dude your placeholder guy until you meet someone better?”

Me: “Nope. Everyone else is my placeholder until the dude is ready.”

Dear Mr. What If #2

Yup, you’re good one. No wonder we got into trouble twice before.

This time we had just the right amount of alcohol to have a good time yet stay out of a mess 😉

It’s not that you didn’t see this coming…

You should have known better than to get involved with a divorced dad.

ESPECIALLY if you wrote it yourself in THE LIST!

*facepalm

*Sigh…

Sometimes it takes just a date with one good genuine person to realize how badly you’ve been treated in the past months by the rebound dude whom you wanted so badly to be real.

Girl, so sorry to break this to you but you’re recovery ain’t over yet. Hang in there!